Our baby Emmie. We’ll always love & remember you. 5-16-10 <3

So, this past Saturday I got a kitty named Willie. His name is now Genesis [a new beginning]. Soon to get a car, hopefully started school, Kyle is getting promoted. In a year to year and a half we may move to North Carolina. Hopefully by that time I’ll be half way through my schooling and he will have paid off his debt and be starting school.

I’ll update later. RAH.

Ps. – The A/C upstairs went out, that’s why I haven’t been updating. =[

I know it’s been awhile since I last updated and I’m sorry. Not that I think that anyone actually reads this hibbity bibbity. The past weeks have been a rollercoaster of emotion for me. Whether deciding if I should quit my job and move back to Virginia and finish going to school and what not. Or stay at my job, hope for that promotion and get a second job just so we can get a car quicker and afford the drives back and forth to work. Or just coast along and hope we don’t lose our minds. I’m leaning more towards the first as it seems the easiest and the best. I feel awkward here at the moment. A burden. I look at it this way: Wouldn’t it just be better if I went back where I came from [and still have my own room and are always welcome], get a car & job, finish out school, all while saving money and come back in a better position? I just feel like I’m going no where here. As if everytime I turn around shit gets worse. I guess I try and cover up that feeling by buying stuff, but that just makes getting a car harder. I’ve learned to cover up my feelings with materialistic items that last only temporarily until I need something else. I have my mom to thank for that, but maybe it’s just me missing her and all of our old shopping adventures. I miss my Mom, my entire family. As much as I love it here, I love it there a little more just because my family is there. My room is like my sanctuary. Where I could relax and not think about life’s troubles. It was where I had my absolute release. Now all I need is my own little niche in the world with Kyle in one hand and a Canon XS in the other. I really get out of shape when I see that people have their own places because they are living off other peoples billfolds. Really? How do you sleep at night? I know I’m not sleeping well under a household where I’m welcome. I mean FECK. All I’ve wanted for 5 years was to go to school, get a job, may be even two, get a car (oh wait mine blew up and the other was repo’d and not my fault} and get my own freaking place with Kyle.

Mind you things on Kyle’s end are starting to look up with him may be getting an ASM promotion soon. I was hoping to become a department manager, but I guess my experience wasn’t good enough. The job market isn’t that great around here and the fact I may have to try and look for a closer job scares me. That whole two month looking for job thing was agonizing as hell. Kyle looked for a job for 8 months, got a seasonal and wasn’t kept on, got a shift leader position and became the fastest promoted employee in the company’s history. *shits bricks* I’ll update more later, I have to go get Kyle.

Sometimes it feels good to just type/write. Not that I ever stop.

So, I haven’t updated in awhile. It’s been kinda weird. Working a lot, dealing with bullshit, Easter, getting a new bed, cleaning the room and fixing to move. My easter was nice, aside from the fact I had to work. Meh. We bought a new[aka, barely used] futon for $25! OMG is it DIVINE. LOL! I cleaned the room really nice today and vacuumed. Debbie found a house down in Santa Fe…next to Jon and Brandi! It’s Brandi’s mom’s old house. =]

Tonight I’m working 7p-2a so I need to go ahead and wrap up this post and leave for work. Lots of laundry tomorrow!

So far, my allergies are already giving me crap. And to add onto that I’ve got a crap load of flea bites all over me. WTF? Lol. I’ve been getting more hours at work lately. I finally got antibiotics and I have one dose left I’m fixing to take. My tooth feels so much better. Time to make a dentist appointment! Not only did Kyle go to the doctor, but I also took Emmie. So there goes our used car fund. HAHA. At least everyone is getting well and back on track.

New moon came out, but I have yet to pick it up. I may very well do so before work, or tomorrow when I have the day off. I have 3 different copies pre-ordered. I actually bought the graphic novel last night, speaking of Twilight. Here’s my review: It combined everything I enjoyed in the movie with everything I loved in the book. The illustrations and depictions are beautiful and I look forward to every volume hereafter.

I also got ink for my printer, got to hang out with Raven, celebrated St. Patty’s day early due to a late shift last Wednesday and hang out with my brother-in-law on his leave from military school. A lot has happened since I last updated. Actually, I wish I was concentrating more on my artistic side at the moment. I may just take my sketchbook with me to work tonight so I may draw on my break.

Going to go do some laundry now so I don’t have to worry about it.

First off, OMG FIREFOX THEME PERSONAS!

Update tomorrow. All day to update and have fun. =]

Today is a pretty day, but I worked late last night so I slept through most of it. I did, however, get both my MyQuiltAdmin AND Enthusiast working. I have a slight problem with enthusiast, how do I customize it? And how do I view it with all the categories and when I click them see the buttons? ARG.

I’ve got my allergies really bad today. Between that, and my infection I don’t even know how I’m thinking straight. I really should go to urgent care, but I’m sure I’ll be in there past the time I’m supposed to pick up Debbie so I can’t go right now. I’m so lethargic it’s crazy. I’m getting really sick, I just need an antibiotic.

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I think I got the hostname issue fixed, but now my Enthusiast is acting like an ass and my quilt admin is riddled with random errors. Well, at least I’m a step ahead from where I was before.

I slept most of the day, apparently Debbie tried to wake me up at one point and did, but I don’t remember it at all. I got a new sound card, YAY my sound works again! I got some rubber gloves and a big black trash bag and raped the ants. They are having a ragefest right now. I’m going to go to the store tomorrow and get some ant killer to help with the situation, but I think it’s a little bit more under control. I’m going to finish cleaning the room tomorrow-vacuum and all.

I just got through playing a little World of Warcraft. I finished my Lil’ Game Hunter Achievement!!! YAY!! Well, that’s all the updating I have for now. Uck for rubber smelling hands.

Recently we have started getting a really bad ant infestation. I’m not sure what they are after, but I keep killing them. They’ve been biting us in our sleep. I’m going to clean this room and then play on the computer, this situation is getting crazy.

POST EDIT @ 11:44pm
So the other day Kyle took me to Wal*Mart and I got some new eyeliner, and two t-shirts. One that has two pieces of cheese on it and a cheese grater grating one of them and the other saying, “You monster!” My other t-shirt says, “Internet was down so thought I’d come out side today.” I need to go exchange the cheese one for one size up. It fits perfect right now, but I haven’t washed it yet and it’s 100% cotton. I also would like to go to the resale shops Reisa has been talking to me about and go to the Dollar Store to get some Yardley soap. =]

Work has been a little crappy lately. I feel balled and chained at the cash wrap. They’ve taken away me stocking on Wednesdays and I only work on average of 14 hours a week. =[ I'm beginning to wonder if I should start looking for another job. I mean, I'm trying to get another car and my hours are dwindling and my parents won't co-sign for me. Emmie has a mouth infection/mouth rot. I need to take her to a veterinarian. Anyways, on to the less depressing stuff.

I updated my quilt. I added some Media on my page, coming soons on the visitor page, & some credits on the site page. I still haven't figured out the MySQL issue yet. I've asked around and still can't find anyone that knows anything about it. I'm probably just going to buy a dummies book on it.

For other updates, I soon plan on started a recipe blog thingy so I can store all my diabetic recipes not only for my sake, but for the sake of others that would enjoy them and find them useful. I guess it would be more of a cooking blog and have different recipes diabetic and not. =]

Well, that’s Kyle. It’s time to go pick him up. G’Night.

BIRD IS THE WORD, MOTHER FUCKERS! Okay, sorry I just had to say that. Well, I’m pretty much finished with my new Q-Bee layout. I gave up on MySQL and it’s socks. I found my old pixel adoptions I’m going to upload later. It’s time for bed. I just wanted to update quickly. I’ll tell more about today, tomorrow. =]